Keeper

 


Keeper

  

“Film it in sepia”

                             Seamus Heaney

                             The Wood Road

  

Those morning moments,

during sun-

rise, when the pines

and oaks go to copper,

glow in the opening

of the day, I know

we could’ve grown up

in the same places, Heaney

and me, if only I’d’ve been born

 

earlier.  Or if there weren’t

The Troubles

we could’ve been raised

in the same town on the same

road.  Today, those ‘slow,

children playing’ signs are

rusted, overgrown.  The last time

 

I walked down the right side

of that road I saw (though

almost didn’t see) that pock-

marked rect-

angle, all

the yellow almost sun,

and the stamped, like

Braille, relief of the words

that any alert driver would

know were announced after

 

the drive by.  The sign-post was over-

grown with all the ditch

flowers summer could spew:

iris and her thick tongues, wild

day-lilies and the start of cat-

o-nine tails close.  Homegrown holy

of holies.  Against the post, through

all that grass, a bike

rested against the pole. 

 

Its spokes were gone

red and the spoke-

nipples too,

and the wheel frame,

and I have to say, seeing it

alongside the goldenrod stalks

it was abstract and camouflage

enough I might not have

known what my eyes

were trying to buy and own.

 

So.  It must’ve been thirty

five or forty years ago now,

a boy on his bike passed a car

going too slow on tight

curve rounding the salt-

marsh.  And something else

caught his attention, it must’ve,

he could’ve, couldn’t he’ve,

quick enough boy, avoided

the right-of-way truck coming.

And like Heaney’s niece

Rachel, or Frost’s boy in Out,

Out…there was no first

refusal.  The child is struck

 

and dead just the same,

though there’s debate

even after all these years exactly

who’s to blame, or worse still,

who keeps the signs free,

perfectly readable

lamp-posts aligned?  What want

to be eagle scout

will earn his mettle and go, post-hole

to post hole, and slug the ditches 

to be able

to stitch his badges

doing

what his uncle would’ve done

if he’d not been riding

that bike?

 

 

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